black & blue

today, i wanted to just sleep in. let myself be taken over by sleep. but my stupid body said no. so now i'm stuck awake and craving fruit. and i'm really torn up about yesterday. i wish nell (one of my bestfriends) would apologize to me, or atleast feel the least bit guilty for making me walk home yesterday. but knowing her, she won't and i'll end up going to her house and apologizing. isn't that just messed up? hm. i don't know really anymore.

here are some pictures from the last few days and yesterday when i was walking home by myself: